“A Woman is Talking to Death” and Destigmatizing Queer Relationships

While lesbian publications largely aimed to form communites of readers and to create a sense of unity through bringing shared experiences to light, some queer writers intended to educate all women and destigmatize and broaden perceptions of lesbianism. For example, in Judy Grahn’s “A Woman is Talking to Death,” which was the opening piece of literature in the December 1973 issue of Amazon Quarterly (2), she strived to break down straight misconceptions of queer love. The poem is composed of nine sections, and the third section is especially powerful in its depiction of the nuances of love between women. The poem is set up as an interrogation between a woman and a questioner who could be reasonably interpreted as the patriarchy or death. It seems as if the woman is being evaluated on her “purity” based on her answers to questions that ask about her relationships with women. Even though the questions are clearly targeted at incriminating the subject, she admits to everything that she is interrogated about, but in a holistic way that the inquirer was not expecting. When the woman is asked if she has ever kissed any women she says that she has kissed many women, and goes on to speak about the people she has kissed: “women who recognized a loneliness in me, women who were hurt, I confess to kissing / the top of a 55-year-old woman’s head in the snow in Boston, / who was hurt more deeply than I have ever been hurt,” (1).

Cover of "A Woman is Talking to Death:" drawing of a woman's face profile surrounded by abstract twisting lines

The cover art for Judy Grahn’s “A Woman Is Talking to Death” was a lithograph by Karen Sjöholm, which was published by the Women’s Press Collective in 1974.

When the inquirer asks his final question, which is “Have you ever committed any indecent acts with women,” the subject admits to her “indecent” acts, which she identified as the ways she let her fellow women down. This poem eloquently depicts the nuances of love and life, while destigmatizing queer love. Although there is no response to these questions that would have actually made the woman “guilty,” by answering the questions in an unexpected manner, she forces the reader to judge her based on her life experiences instead of solely her sexuality.  

 

Work Cited

(1) Grahn, Judy. “A Woman Is Talking to Death by Judy Grahn – Poems | Academy of American Poets.” Poets.org, Academy of American Poets, https://poets.org/poem/woman-talking-death.

(2) Laurel, et al. “Amazon Quarterly.” Amazon Quarterly, vol. 2, no. 2, Amazon Press, Dec. 1973, pp. 1–76, https://jstor.org/stable/community.28032325.

 

“Where Are All the Asian American Women?”: Cultural and Political Influences

Although Asian American activists were key figures during the Second Wave, their political work was rendered invisible for a large part of the movement, as evidenced by their lack of presence in mainstream feminist periodicals. While Asian Americans were fairly active, their namelessness is a byproduct of most Asian cultures that encourage submissiveness and gentility in the face of authority. Women were discouraged from expressing their emotions, which were seen as shameful and weak, in Confucian society. Confucian patriarchs preached a “master-servant” relationship to enforce a rigid class structure and unwavering obedience to the family (Lee 66). As such, women were subjugated under their husbands and fathers, who held “absolute power” over every interaction.

"Court Ladies Preparing Newly Woven Silk" a painting by Zhang Xuan depicts Confucian women performing traditionally domestic and subservient tasks

“Court Ladies Preparing Newly Woven Silk.” a painting by Zhang Xuan depicts Confucian women performing traditionally domestic and subservient tasks

In the Korean Yi dynasty, women expelled their emotions through anonymous confessional literature, a silent mode of communicating frustrations that internalized deference and complacency within Asian women (Lee 66). Typically Eastern values of silent femininity and submissiveness serve as a stark contrast to Western values that champion assertiveness and progression. 

Political influences such as racist U.S. policies and the WWII internment deprived and exploited Asian Americans in their pursuit of citizenship and assimilation into Western culture. The low population of Asian American women is a direct and intentional result of immigration policies that stripped Chinese immigrants of their rights. Policy writers during the 1850s aimed to capitalize on the cheap labor of Chinese immigrants and discouraged laborers from finding a spouse in order to keep their labor force alive. Hence, US immigration policies established restrictive, discriminatory, and sexist quotas for Asian women and children. Additionally, Chinese prostitution during the 19th century became a scapegoat for sinophobic sentiments that hindered the growth of the Asian American population: “… at least eight California codes were passed, all aimed at restricting the importation of Chinese women for prostitution and the suppression of Chinese brothels. Although white prostitution was equally, if not more, prevalent, these were additional and specific laws directed only against the Chinese” (Hirata 27). In the Page Act of 1875, the California commissioner of immigration outlined that “lewd” or “debauched” women were strictly prohibited from immigrating into California (Hirata 10). Officers took advantage of the vague language and prohibited the immigration of most Asian women into the country. Furthermore, the characterization of Chinese women as inherently sexual fueled the notion that Asian women were immoral and further subjected them to fetishization. 

Institutional discrimination persisted in the form of anti-miscegenation laws that discouraged laborers from forming families: “the passage of anti-miscegenation laws, rules unconstitutional by the US Supreme Court in 1967 barred marriage between whites and “Mongolians” and laborers of Asian origins, making it impossible for Asians to find mates in this country” (Chow 291). More laws were directly targeted at Chinese women to keep them from marrying American citizens, yet allowed their children to enter the states as laborers.

A memorial plaque, located in Manzanar CA, honors the victims of the Japanese internment camps

A memorial plaque located in Manzanar, CA honors the victims of the Japanese internment camps, published in the 2nd volume of Heresies: A Feminist Publication on Art and Politics

In the early 1940s, the establishment of the Japanese internment camps fueled Anti-Asian rhetoric that hindered the political progress of Asian American success. The internment camps, which were designed to capitalize off of Japanese-American labor to “turn worthless land into post-war public assets,” cost less to the government than prison labor. After the abolishment of internment camps, Japanese Americans who chose to stay on the West Coast rather than relocating to the Midwest “faced the danger of violence, terrorists, unexplained fires, beatings, threats” (Ikeda-Speigel 94). Legal obstacles and public pressure made it increasingly difficult for Japanese Americans to assimilate back into American society as they were prohibited from obtaining a business license, owning a house, acquiring a job, and burial in their hometown cemeteries” (Ikeda-Spiegel 94).

The slow growth of the Asian American population due to immigration laws and dehumanizing practices served as obstacles to class and social development for the wider community. Early activist groups spearheaded by wealthy and educated Asian American women were “few in number and with little institutional leadership” (Chow 287). As a result, these groups lacked institutional support, were normally conservative, and primarily targeted issues regarding ethnicity over gender.

Sources:

Chow, Esther Ngan-Ling. “The Feminist Movement: Where Are All the Asian American Women?” U.S.-Japan Women’s Journal. University of Hawai’i Press, Sept. 1992, pp. 96–111.

Hirata, Lucie Cheng. “Free, Indentured, Enslaved: Chinese Prostitutes in Nineteenth-Century America.” Signs, vol. 5, no. 1, University of Chicago Press, 1979, pp. 3–29.

Ikeda-Speigel, Motoko. “Concentration Camps in the U.S.A.” Heresies: A Feminist Publication on Arts and Politics. vol. 2, issue 4, Heresies Collective, 01 Sept. 1979, pp. 90-97.

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Lavender Woman — A Periodical, and Lesbianism as Rebellion

Lavender Woman, a lesbian periodical that published 26 issues from 1971 to 1976, created space for queer women in a straight, male-dominated society. It’s existence itself was a rebellion against the overpowering voices at the time. The magazine, which took the lavender aspect of its name from the Lavender Menace movement, was written by a collective of women (2). On the first page, there is a list of contributing authors, but no great significance seems to be placed on individual names and there are no page numbers associated with them. Lavender Woman strived to create unity, a value which was enhanced by the collective since each contributor was given similar or equal power within the periodical and much of the credit was shared. The periodicalLavender Woman was comprised of articles, artwork (largely block prints and drawings), and poems targeted at lesbian issues. The major themes of the works centered around helping lesbians feel seen through sharing common experiences of discrimination, love, and navigating sexuality. Lavender Woman aimed to destigmatize lesbians and lesbian relationships while creating a safe space for lesbians to see aspects of their lives reflected in media. The Lavender Woman collective approached this goal by publishing relatable experiences–even painful ones. In one poetry submission from the 1973 vol.2 no.3 edition of Lavender Woman, there was a direct reference to the color lavender being associated with queerness and the fear that goes along with potentially being judged upon further discovery of identity:

SYNTHIA

I want to think of Synthia as clean

Like earth and kind.

But she has bound her hair

With purple and wears stockings

Purple, too. If she were nude?

Or tousled? No.

Somewhere

The purple would show through.

-M. Champaign

“SYNTHIA” focuses on the prejudice against queerness or evidence of “lavender” within a person, which is described as unclean in the poem. Many of Lavender Woman’s readers would have been able to relate to “SYNTHIA” and may have encountered similar interactions. Sharing experiences of discrimination created a further sense of unity because it helped lesbians feel less alone in their experiences. 

Cover of Lavender Woman periodical with drawing of overlapping female gender symbols in a circle and writtern text with drawing of figures holding hands

Cover of the 1973 issue of Lavender Woman, Vol. 2. No. 5 (left), and an excerpt from the Publications Workshop (right).

 

The female writers in the collective for Lavender Woman were not naïve to the fact that prejudice often follows demonstrations of pride, so they created community by starting many of their articles and headers addressing their queer audience–which they refered to as their sisters. It is not a guarantee that families accept or understand their queer family members, so Lavender Woman called their readers their sisters to create a space for lesbians to feel safe expressing themselves and their love. One untitled poem submission by Sara Thompson addresses young or newly realized lesbians by saying: 

 

We will tell you the truth so that you will understand

The confusion

We will tell you the truth so that you will understand

The pains when they come

We will tell you the truth so that you will see

The joy of being a woman

You must keep your eyes open little sister, all the time 

(Thompson, 9)

 

The authors of Lavender Woman knew the struggles of forsaking the advantages of fitting into male-centered systems, which Cheryl Clark considered in her essay “Lesbianism: An Act of Resistance,” published in This Bridge Called My Back. Clark categorized lesbian sexuality as a form of rebellion due to the many opportunities that came along with proximity to men: the benefit of marriage due to fitting the mold of a “proper woman,” and the stability and income men brought due to sexist societal systems (1). In her essay, Clark viewed lesbians as unified against the patriarchal system–which she called the “slave master”:

 

“For a woman to be lesbian in a male-supremacist, capitalistic, misoginystic, racist, homophobic, imperealist culture, such as that of North America, is an act of resistance. (A resistance that should be championed throughout the world by all the forces struggling for liberation from the same slave master.)” (Clark, 126)

 

Although there were marches and protests during the Second Wave Feminist Movement–like the Lavender Menace revolution–Cheryl Clark’s “Lesbianism: An Act of Resistance” argues that just openly existing within a prejudiced society is a rebellion in and of itself. 

 

Work Cited

(1) Moraga, Cherríe, and Gloria Anzaldúa. This Bridge Called My Back: Writings by Radical Women of Color. SUNY Press, 2021. pp. 126.

(2) Kate Kasten, et al. Lavender Woman. Lavender Woman, vol. 2, no. 5, Lavender Woman, Aug. 1973, pp. 1–21, https://jstor.org/stable/community.28039112.

 

The “Double Image” of the Asian American Identity

Historical influences and the rise in prejudices against Asian Americans bred inward feelings of guilt, shame, and confusion. For people of color, the desire to become white is a common experience, which Nellie Wong encapsulates in her poem, “When I Was Growing Up”:

when I was growing up, I felt

dirty. I thought that god

made white people clean

and no matter how much I bathed,

I could not change, I could not shed

my skin in the gray water. (Wong 6)

The shame of being Asian American was magnified by the struggle between ethnicity and gender as “women of color are often made to feel that we must make a choice between the two” (Yamada 70). Asian American women were often shamed when choosing to advocate exclusively for women’s rights by men who argued that such a choice would create unrectifiable divides between Asian American men and women.

An artwork by Gracey Zhang depicts an Asian girl looking into her warped reflection in the mirror

This illustration by artist Gracey Zhang illustrates inward feelings of confusion surrounding the Asian American identity

The exploitation of Asian cultural identities and forced assimilation into a white-dominant society further exacerbates confusion at the individual and community levels. Whites manipulate Asian Americans’ perception of their identity for personal benefit: “In wartime, it was charged that the Japanese were clannish and ‘unassimilable.’ Today, the consensus is that the Japanese American’s power of accommodation is not only phenomenal, but it is “rarely equaled” (Ikeda-Speigel 96). Furthermore, white society perpetuates the model minority myth by adjusting Asian Americans’ proximity to whiteness at their whim, thus promoting harmful racial stereotypes and dehumanizing the Asian American community. In addition, whites appropriate Asian culture and label it as “exotic” and “oriental” while simultaneously claiming that it is “dirty, evil, and wrong” (Pegues 15). As such, Asian Americans are reluctant to embrace their heritage in order to assimilate and reject their culture by adhering to Western standards and norms. As Pegues states, “colonization runs deep,” and Asian Americans are pushed to abandon integral aspects of their cultural identity in pursuit of community.

In a hopeless bid for acceptance into white spaces, Asian Americans are conditioned “not to expect a response in ways that matter” (Yamada 34). Consequently, Asian American women unknowingly adopt a mentality of passive resistance and resort to assimilation in a society that operates exclusively for white males. Asian Americans distance themselves from their cultural heritage by struggling to fit into a rigid mold: “transplantation had created cultural barriers which could not be bridged… ” (Ho 60). As Liang Ho suggests, Asian American women aren’t perceived as “all-American” nor can they fit into their “ancestral ethnic shoes” (60). Whites first view Asian Americans as “exotic Orientals” while Asians view Asian Americans as “rich capitalist Americans,” forcing Asian Americans to compromise between a “double image” that is forced upon them (Ho 60). 

Sources:

Pegues, Juliana. “White Christmas.” Sinister Wisdom. Vol. 54, 01 Jan. 1995, pp. 15-21.

Ho, Liang. “Asian-American Women: Identity and Role in the Women’s Movement.” Heresies: A Feminist Publication on Art and Politics, vol. 4 no. 3, 01 Jul. 1982, pp. 60-61.

Wong, Nellie. “When I Was Growing Up.” Yamada, Mitsuye. “Asian Pacific American Women and Feminism.” This Bridge Called My Back: Writings by Radical Women of Color, by Moraga Cherríe and Anzaldúa Gloria, 4th ed., SUNY Press., 2015, pp. 5-6.

Yamada, Mitsuye. “Invisibility is an Unnatural Disaster: Reflections of An Asian American Woman.” This Bridge Called My Back: Writings by Radical Women of Color, by Moraga Cherríe and Anzaldúa Gloria, 4th ed., SUNY Press., 2015, pp. 30–35.

Yamada, Mitsuye. “Asian Pacific American Women and Feminism.” This Bridge Called My Back: Writings by Radical Women of Color, by Moraga Cherríe and Anzaldúa Gloria, 4th ed., SUNY Press., 2015, pp. 68-72.

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“It Is Not One Story”: Trajectories Within Asian American Communities

"Are You My Mother?" a poem by Mila Aguilar

“Are You My Mother?” a poem by Mila Aguilar, republished in the 14th volume of Women’s Studies Quarterly

Southeast Asian activists such as Filipina poet, Mila Aguilar, represent the different socio-political trajectories of activism within the Asian community: “It is not one story, but many, for Asian women are multicultural and multiethnic” (Aguilar 23). Because “Asian American” is a homogenizing term, most assume that the development of Asian American activism was a linear process. However, as Mila Aguilar’s career demonstrates, ethnic groups traversed along different political trajectories. For example, Filipina feminists were hurriedly encouraged into feminist spheres in the fight against the imperialist Marcos dictatorship during the 70s and 80s: “Even within the anti-Marcos movement in the Philippines, sexism, hierarchy, and bureaucracy flourished…  women in the Philippines have a separate struggle and additional concerns that would not be addressed by overthrowing the Marcos dictatorship.” Aguilar’s poem, “Are You My Mother?” derives its power from her anger-fueled mockery of the upper class and Marcos dictatorship. Aguilar encourages women to “fight on” by embracing their inner rage against their shared oppression (25). The raw emotion displayed in Aguilar’s poems defies the objectifying stereotypes forced upon Asian women and employs the emotion-charged rhetoric that women are often shamed for utilizing. 

Like Filipina revolutionary leaders, Vietnamese women were ushered into feminism during the Vietnam War to spotlight human rights crises. The Women of Vietnam conference, which was held in Montreal in 1975, aimed to raise awareness of the effects of the Vietnam War on Vietnamese women. By doing so, Vietnamese American women acquired a foundation for their activism and stood in unity with their native counterparts. Conferences such as these were essential to the development of Asian American activism not only because it functioned to strengthen solidarities among cross-cultural groups, but because other women highlighted inconsistencies within their activism.

A Vietnamese woman performs a traditional sword dance during the Women of Vietnam conference

A Vietnamese woman performs a traditional sword dance during the Women of Vietnam conference, published in the 5th volume of Off Our Backs

When questioned about the futures of Vietnamese protesters who did not want to assume the traditional role of a nurturer, the Vietnamese women deflected the question and answered, “In Vietnam, we have different ideas about that [concrete ways in which children are raised according to gender roles]… we advocate a new image of liberated women… But we recognize biological differences. Women don’t have to do everything men do; such as lifting as much. That way you exploit women because they are biologically weaker than men” (Janover 4). Furthermore, the same women were hesitant to answer questions regarding lesbian fighters within their movement, underlining fixed prejudices that hindered the progress of the women’s movement within Asian American communities.  

Sources:

Aguilar and Chan. “Teaching about Asian Women’s Activism: The Poetry of Mila Aguilar.” Women’s Studies Quarterly, vol. 14, no. 1 & 2, The Feminist Press at the City University of New York, 1986, pp. 23–25.

Janover, Madeleine. “Women: Vietnam & u.s.” Off Our Backs, vol. 5, no. 3, 1975, pp. 4–6.

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Defying Stereotypes and Carving Their Own Space: Queer and South Asian Americans

As a result of deep-rooted cultural stigmas surrounding homosexuality, queer Asian American communities were slow in gaining traction during the Second Wave Movement: “As a little kid, I was afraid of two things: / Being Yellow / and being Queer” (Wong 53).

A cover from the September 1984 publication of the periodical, Phoenix Rising

A cover from the September 1984 publication of the periodical, Phoenix Rising, which operated from 1984 to 1990, featured in “Finding Community in the Past”

Moreover, the lack of representation in lesbian periodicals such as Sinister Wisdom rendered Asian lesbians desperate for representation. In consequence, a diverse collection of Asian lesbians, “Lori Lai, May Lee, Susan Lee, Pam Nishikawa, Gisele Pohan, Marie Shim, Doreena Wong, and Zee Wong,” formed Phoenix Rising, a San Francisco-based newsletter dedicated to the representation of queer Asian and Pacific voices (See). Through periodicals like Phoenix Rising, lesbian Asian Americans worked to dismantle the notion that queerness is a Western concept incompatible with non-Western ideologies and cultures.

During the Second Wave, the underrepresentation of Asian voices was further exacerbated by the prioritization of East Asian matters over those of other Asian communities. Spaces that were dedicated to the lack of queer Asian voices welcomed South Asian lesbians and activists, reflecting editors’ focus on equal representations of all Asian ethnicities. In response to the ostracization of South Asians, “V.K. Aruna (who was one of the South Asian organizers of the “Coming Together, Moving Forward” retreat) wrote of how she and other South Asian lesbian women felt ostracized and overlooked” (Swift).

An excerpt from the periodical, "Phoenix Rising"

This section of the Phoenix Rising periodical features Aruna’s criticism, which highlights the editors’ efforts towards inclusion in the lesbian community, published in “Exploring Black and Asian American Lesbian Archives: Aché and Phoenix Rising”

Aruna’s critical opinion piece was published in the fall 1990 issue of Phoenix Rising, pushing editors to diversify their direction to facilitate harmony within the Asian American lesbian community. Further, Brooklynites Utsa and Kayal established, Anamika, a periodical dedicated to showcasing queer South Asian experiences as a response to the erasure of their voices in larger activist spheres. As such, these small-scale editorials created communities in which suppressed subcultures of Asian Americans freely expressed their frustrations and formed connections: “When I first came out as a lesbian thirteen years ago, I thought I was the only Asian Lesbian in the world. It was very uplifting to look around our circle and see so many women of all ages and backgrounds together in one place” (Tsui).

 

 

Sources:

See, Sophia Yuet. “Finding Community in the Past.” Futuress, Feminist Findings, 20 Nov. 2020, https://futuress.org/magazine/phoenix-rising/. Accessed 07 Dec. 2021. 

Swift, Jaimee. “Exploring Black and Asian American Lesbian Archives: Aché and Phoenix Rising.” Asian American Writers’ Workshop, The Margins, 25 Mar. 2021, https://aaww.org/exploring-black-and-asian-american-lesbian-archives-ache-and-phoenix-rising/. Accessed 06 Dec. 2021.

Wong, Christine. “An Oral History of Lesbianism.” Frontiers: A Journal of Women Studies, vol. 4, no. 3, University of Nebraska Press, 1979, pp. 52–53.

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Cross-Cultural Solidarity and Black Communities’ Influence on Asian American Activism

Asian American activists like Yuri Kochiyama often befriended eminent African American activists such as Malcolm X, and strengthened intersectional bonds that served both communities. Kochiyama, Richard Aoki, and Mo Nishida were inspired and educated by the activism of Black radical groups. Because the interconnections within Asian American activist groups were hindered by political and “internal contradictions,” their cooperation with Black communities was “more important than any genealogical linkage” (Fujino 57). In their development towards oppositional consciousness, Japanese Americans established close proximity to Black communities in consequence of residential segregation and post-war restrictions. As such, Asian American activists, especially feminists, developed a foundational political consciousness, thus contributing to solidarity between Asian and Black communities.

A cover of Phoenix Rising on the left and a cover of Aché on the right

Covers from the Phoenix Rising and Aché periodicals, featured in “Exploring Black and Asian American Lesbian Archives: Aché and Phoenix Rising”

Conferences hosted by groups of various radical subgroups helped unite minority communities: “From October 12 to 14, 1979, queer Asians from across the U.S. participated in the first National Conference of Third World Lesbians and Gays in Washington, D.C.” (Swift). Howard University, a historically Black college, hosted this conference in which the attendees included the Combahee River Collective, an eminent Black feminist coalition, and the Salsa Soul Sisters, a leading group of lesbian feminists of color.  

Aché, a journal for Black lesbians, further contributed to cross-racial solidarity as they collaborated with women of other ethnicities. The November 1990 issue of “Aché documented I Am Your Sister: Forging Global Connections Across Differences, a four-day conference in honor of [Audre] Lorde…” (Swift). The conference, which was held in Boston in October 1990, garnered roughly 1,200 women from 23 countries. In accordance with Lorde’s foundational principles of intersectionality, Asian American women “took to the podium to express their grievances of being stereotyped, overlooked, and discriminated against in society” (Swift). Women of color are subject to discrimination on various scales, and their experiences manifest differently across communities. During the conference, a group of twelve women shared their experiences as Asian Americans in the U.S. and broke through the ignorance of other women of color as they spoke of orientalism, indoctrination, and fetishization. In turn, Black and Chicana women shared their individual experiences, facilitating an environment of education and empathy.

"Plain English," a poem by Nellie Wong

“Plain English” by Nellie Wong published in Heresies: A Publication on Feminist Art and Politics

Nellie Wong, an Asian American poet, expresses the aforementioned principles and unites women of color in her poem, “Plain English.” Wong unifies women of color under the pronoun, “we”, to demonstrate how the isolating and dehumanizing experience of assimilating into white society, is common among “yellow, black and brown skins” (31). 

 

Sources:

Fujino, Diane C. “Race, Place, Space, and Political Development: Japanese-American Radicalism in the ‘Pre-Movement’ 1960s.” Social Justice, vol. 35, no. 2, Social Justice/Global Options, 2008, pp. 57–79.

Wong, Nellie. “Plain English.” Heresies: A Feminist Publication on Art and Politics, vol. 4. no. 3, 01 Jul. 1982, pp. 31.

Swift, Jaimee. “Exploring Black and Asian American Lesbian Archives: Aché and Phoenix Rising.” Asian American Writers’ Workshop, The Margins, 25 Mar. 2021. https://aaww.org/exploring-black-and-asian-american-lesbian-archives-ache-and-phoenix-rising/. Accessed 07 Dec. 2021.

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Inside the Archives: Interview with Joan Nestle and Deborah Edel

The fall 1979 and the spring 1980 issues of the feminist periodical Sinister Wisdom contain an interview with Joan Nestle and Deborah Edel, two of the founders of the Lesbian Herstory Archives.

Photograph of archivist working in the Lesbian Herstory Archives, taken by JEB, and published in the fall 1979 issue of Sinister Wisdom

Nestle and Edel detail the process of creating the Archives and how a community was formed in that process. The Archives became a dormitory, a dining area, a research space, and the center of the lesbian community. The interviewer, Beth Hodges, remembers the night of the 1974 Gay Academic Union, when the Archives had “women sleeping all over the floor,” and Nestle and Edel were “so happy to have a lesbian house party” (Hodges 12). The Archives became more than just a collection of books, poems and art. It became a safe space for women to breathe freely and create community, which had not been possible for lesbians before this time. Nestle, Edel and the other founders of the archive intended for the Archives to be “an on-going intergenerational place that would be for all lesbian women” (Hodges 9).

A photograph of two archivists looking over material in the Lesbian Herstory Archives, taken by JEB, and published in the fall 1979 issue of Sinister Wisdom

The Lesbian Herstory Archives are still active today. Their collection has grown and they have moved into digital space as well. The Archives now have internships and have created the Lesbian Studies Institute, which offers courses about lesbian lives and identities. Like Joan Nestle and Deborah Edel hoped, the archives have expanded, but the mission never changed. The Archives still value all lesbian lives and take care to preserve the diversity of lesbian history. “There’s a huge rich tradition of cultural groups, organizations, sisterhoods, where Black lesbian women spent much of their time and from which they got great strength” which the Archives recognizes and tries to memorialize within their collection (Hodges 103). The Archives has always worked hard to include disabled women, so that if a woman “cannot use a typewriter or cannot use a tape, we have to find ways for her to record her life” (Hodges 103). Nestle and Edle knew they must consciously and thoughtful preserve lesbian history so that they don’t “duplicate the invisibility of the other society” (Hodges 103). The Archives continues this goal into present day so that the history of all lesbian women, regardless of race, class, ability or culture is remembered.

A photograph of Mable, one of the early contributors to the Lesbian Herstory Archives, taken by JEB, and published in the fall 1979 issue of Sinister Wisdom

The Archives foster intergenerational connection through this preservation of lesbian history. Nestle and Edle explained that older women have “incredible stories they have to tell and struggles they have had to go through” and that these stories are important to preserve and pass down to the next generation (Hodges 103). Nestle wanted “the Archives to give us back our generational connections to deepen our understanding of how we survived and the courage of each generation” (Hodges 103). This intergenerational connection creates power and sustains the lesbian feminist movement. Nestle described how the roots of the word archive mean “beginning” and “power.” This is how the Archives are seen: “It means power of control over our beginnings and our continuing” (Hodges 105). Knowing that there has been and continues to be spaces like the Archives where lesbian women can come together motivates the next generation and gives them the power and knowledge to continue fighting for their freedom.

Works Cited:

Hodges, Beth. “An Interview with Joan and Deborah of the Lesbian Herstory Archives.” Sinister Wisdom, no. 11, Oct. 1979, pp. 3-13, https://jstor.org/stable/10.2307/community.28044739.

Hodges, Beth. “Preserving Our Words and Pictures.” Sinister Wisdom, no. 13, Apr. 1980, pp. 101–105, https://jstor.org/stable/community.28044741.

The Lamaze Birthing Technique

Beth Cagan’s essay titled “Giving Birth in Dignity” begins with an image of a pregnant woman. Published in the June 1970 issue of Up From Under, this essay critiques the flawed birthing process and educates women about the revolutionary Lamaze Technique. Dr. Ferdinand Lamaze developed the Lamaze Technique in the 1950s, yet doctors hid it from the majority of women.

During Second-Wave Feminism, women sought to control the birthing process. In Up From Under’s June 1970 issue, Beth Cagan explains, in her essay “Giving Birth in Dignity,” “although pregnancy and childbirth [were] perfectly normal and healthy functions, [pregnant mothers were] treated as patients with a medical problem” (Cagan 41). Many times, if women desired a painless birth, they were given an anesthetic. Then, while the mothers were unconscious, a doctor would deliver their baby. Consequently, mothers would not know their baby’s biological sex until many hours after the doctor delivered her child (Cagan 41). Even before the baby’s delivery, doctors rarely informed mothers about details of their pregnancy “aside from vague reassurances that ‘everything will be alright’” (Cagan 42). Because of this suppression of information, women were powerless in their own child’s birth. However, the Lamaze birthing technique, developed by Dr. Ferdinand Lamaze in the 1950s, revolutionized the birthing process. As Cagan describes it “the Lamaze method teaches you how to push” (Cagan 42). She goes on to describe her own experience of giving birth using this method: “with my knees against my chest, my husband pressing against one of my feet and the nurse against the other…another small push and in marvelous relief, I felt her slither out” (Cagan 42). Cagan emphasizes the control the Lamaze method gives her over her own childbirth experience. Yet, the Lamaze technique was hidden from the masses. Many doctors believed that the technique should not be an option for the majority of women. As Cagan explains “there are very few obstetricians in this country who encourage prepared childbirth. Doctors will often state that only ‘intellectual’ women can successfully have children this way” (Cagan 42). Male doctors, who dominated the medical field, diminished women’s capabilities and treated them as if they were incapable of making their own decisions. The healthcare community, much like the rest of society, dismissed women and mothers.

In the June 1971 issue of Up From Under, the editors wrote and published an educational essay titled “The Ideal Gynecological Examination.” In this essay, they delve into all aspects of a gynecological examination, preparing women for this procedure.

Up From Under educates its readers about the reproductive process, hoping to empower them to challenge the healthcare system. Through pieces like “Health Care May Be Hazardous to Your Health” and “Giving Birth in Dignity,” the periodical informs readers about the medical field’s various birth control and childbirth options. Additionally, Up From Under features pieces that discuss reproductive anatomy. In these pieces, they discuss female anatomy and its function in daily life, and more specifically childbirth. For example, in their June 1971 issue of Up From Under, the editors collectively wrote an essay titled “The Ideal Gynecological Exam.” In this piece they guide women through a gynecological exam, describing what women should consider, question, expect, and remember when receiving a gynecological exam (Up From Under editors). By educating women and mothers, Up From Under allows them to demand respect from society as the system can no longer retain control by withholding information. By presenting the topics of pregnancy and birth control in an educational format, the topics become more approachable. Through education, the editors found ways to empower women. For example, by educating her readers, Cagan redefines childbirth, replacing the “ignorance and shame that normally accompany pregnancy and childbirth with knowledge and self-awareness” (Cagan 42). Furthermore, Up From Under’s distribution of critical works across the country provided the impetus for women to demand access to healthcare that respects motherhood’s challenges.

Sources:

Cagan, Beth. “Giving Birth in Dignity .” Up From Under , vol. 1, no. 1, 1970, pp. 39–42.

Up From Under Editors. “The Ideal Gynecological Exam .” Up From Under, vol. 1, no. 5, ser. 1, 1 June 1971, pp. 19–21. 1.

 

“It’s the Poverty” by Cher’rie Moraga

The poem “It’s the Poverty,” by Cher’rie Moraga, which appears in the fall 1979 issue of the periodical, Sinister Wisdom, explores the importance of preserving stories and culture from generation to generation. Moraga is a lesbian, Chicana poet and in her poem, she struggles with how to find the right language to express herself. If Moraga chooses to express all that she has lost due to the oppression she has faced, she risks “losing everything” (Moraga Lawrence 84). By using a language that doesn’t allow her to fully represent herself, she might “create a monster” from “the word’s length and body” (Moraga Lawrence 84). That monster might begin “swelling up colorful and thrilling” (Moraga Lawrence 84). The power that is born from Moraga writing how she feels is symbolized by the monster created from the word.

Section of the poem, “It’s the Poverty” by Cher’rie Moraga, from the fall 1979 issue of Sinister Wisdom

However, this power has unintended consequences. The monster begins “looming over [her] mother” and makes her mother’s voice “unintelligible” and “illiterate” (Moraga Lawrence 84). Moraga’s mother is Mexican and the language she grew up with was Spanish (Anderson 6). Because of her cultural and linguistic background, Moraga’s mother’s stories don’t fit into this version of language and the monster looks down on her mother because of that language difference. But Moraga’s mother’s stories are a fundamental part of Moraga’s identity. Moraga sees her mother’s stories and her own identity being lost if she chooses to use a language that doesn’t allow for the full expression of her mother, herself or her culture. Moraga’s poem highlights the struggle and importance of embracing multiple cultures. The Lesbian Herstory Archives also works to preserve the stories and identities of all lesbians, across cultures and generations. This preservation leads to connection between generations and cultures, which is vital to the success of the feminist movement.

Works Cited:

Anderson, Kelly. “Cher’rie Moraga.” Voices of Feminism Oral History Project, June 6-7, 2005, Oakland, CA, https://compass.fivecolleges.edu/object/smith:1342644.

Moraga Lawrence, Cher’rie. “It’s the Poverty.” Sinister Wisdom, no. 11, Oct. 1979, pp. 84-85, https://jstor.org/stable/10.2307/community.28044739.