{"id":986,"date":"2024-08-26T11:29:26","date_gmt":"2024-08-26T15:29:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/?p=986"},"modified":"2024-08-26T11:40:27","modified_gmt":"2024-08-26T15:40:27","slug":"laden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/laden\/","title":{"rendered":"Laden"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>I. \u201cAll you who labor and are heavy laden\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Misunderstood\u2013again.<br \/>\nHeart trampled,<br \/>\nTorn to pieces.<\/p>\n<p>You throw your head<br \/>\nback. A nasally laugh<br \/>\nsqueezes past the<br \/>\nroof of your mouth<\/p>\n<p>before you bite down<br \/>\nhard. Clenched teeth,<br \/>\nsharp inhale.<\/p>\n<p>You hold your breath.<br \/>\nSilence as you sit<br \/>\nacross from her.<\/p>\n<p>The table, a chasm<br \/>\nbetween you.<\/p>\n<p>You reach across,<br \/>\nan arm extended.<br \/>\nYour tongue offers<br \/>\na mending phrase.<\/p>\n<p>But her sharp reply<br \/>\nstings your skin,<br \/>\nand deep you<br \/>\nfeel the pain.<\/p>\n<p><strong>II. \u2026Come to Me\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>You hear a word<br \/>\npulled from the deep<br \/>\nrecesses of the Spirit:<br \/>\n\u201cMurabeho [1], goodbye.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Say it to her.<\/p>\n<p>Let her go.<\/p>\n<p><strong>III. \u2026And I will give you rest.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Goodbye. Not a<br \/>\nclean break but a<\/p>\n<p>steady undoing<br \/>\nof habits and associations<br \/>\nthat took years to form.<\/p>\n<p>You held her, dear,<br \/>\nuntil she began to<br \/>\nburn your fingers.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>FOOTNOTE<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>1: \u201cGoodbye\u201d in Kinyarwanda.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sarah Gantt, former Editor-in-Chief of <em>The Williams Telos<\/em>, graduated from Williams College in June 2023 with a Bachelor&#8217;s in Art History and English and a minor in French. She currently teaches English in Kigali, Rwanda as a Fulbright grantee. In her free time, she uses her writing and editing experience to help local arts organizations with various projects.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; I. \u201cAll you who labor and are heavy laden\u2026 Misunderstood\u2013again. Heart trampled, Torn to pieces. You throw your head back. A nasally laugh squeezes past the roof of your mouth before you bite down hard. Clenched teeth, sharp inhale. You hold your breath. Silence as you sit across from her. The table, a chasm &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/laden\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Laden&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2354,"featured_media":991,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[49347],"tags":[49361],"class_list":["post-986","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-issues","tag-threads"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/986","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2354"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=986"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/986\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":992,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/986\/revisions\/992"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/991"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=986"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=986"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.williams.edu\/telos\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=986"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}